I never really admitted it and it feels weird to write this out but I just need to get this shit off me. I feel so lost and I’ve been feeling like this for years now. I hate the word lost but I can’t find any other reason for my constant anxious inside. Day n night. I can’t even sleep anymore. I don’t know what to do with my life, I’m tired of excuses, I’m tired of regrets, I’m tired of trying to be something I’m not, I’m tired of not feeling like I fit in or belong anywhere. It’s like everyone’s got someone and I got no one. I don’t feel sorry bout myself I just wanna find something to live for.